Here's the funny thing. 


I want to do all of these things: the things I used to love, biking, running, taking pictures, painting pictures, writing stories, baking bread. 

But I don't do them anymore. 


For all of you who know me as the baker, the writer, the photographer; you who know me most notably as The Girl on the Bike— i'm not. that isn't me. none of it. 


i just don't really know who i am instead.